I don't live, I don't feel anymore.
No future will be my dictum, because I see no future for me. I have no talent, I'm not so good at anything. Lackluster enthusiasm to everything. I'm stressed, I can't talk with people, I'm scared of everything what's new for me and I can't say what I'm thinking about.
Maybe it's only today, because of the weather and boredom. But actually, I feel like nobody needs me. I can't relax and laugh as I did in the old days.
I'm in the English class and my English is worse than it was.
I really have no idea what should I do with my entire life.
(Yesterday I wanted to go on a concert - Oberschlesien in Katowice, but it was cancelled. Shitshitshit. I can say Oberschlesien is Silesian Rammstein (well, they're singning in Silesian dialect - so do not think they're singing in Polish with German words - for example tam Heimat świety* nasz
Here you go, enjoy![link]
*dA doesn't let me to use all of Polish letters, wtf.